|Monday, November 7th, 2005|
MY LIFE SUCKS.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
|Thursday, October 20th, 2005|
OMG! i did something for the first time the other day and it was so fun.(marius call me and ill tell you all about it)anyway the fun didnt last for long because when i did it the next day a was really out of it; and and started flirting with my boy friend's friend in front of him. and last night he broke up with my but then he thought everything over and decided that he was going to give me another chance. so he kept me up for all this shit all night so by the time i went to sleep i had to get up in 2hrs. so i missed the bus and slept all day. and o by the way my mom is out of town so i sneak out every night which is pretty kool. Current Mood: tired
|Sunday, October 16th, 2005|
i fucked up...again Current Mood: drained
|Friday, September 23rd, 2005|
|Tuesday, May 31st, 2005|
its only been 4 days but i feels like forever i miss malcolm so much. i miss valon so much too. FUCK!!!!
i practically lived at their house and i miss that! Current Mood: crappy
|Friday, May 27th, 2005|
i feel like shit! ill be going to o'conner and i might not see anyone ever again and i cant stand thinking that hopefully ill call valon and have her brother come get me but hes "moving". im really starting to like him even more than antone knows and thats probably not a good thing but he likes me just as much .ANYWAY....im going to miss everyone and yes that includes you bryan...KISSES Current Mood: gloomy
|Tuesday, April 19th, 2005|
i so fucking confused!i dont know what to do... ill sleep on it and hopefully know what to do in the morning Current Mood: confused
|Monday, March 28th, 2005|
BRYAN BOUGHT ME ROSES!!!! IM SO HAPPY TODAY WE HAVE BEEN GOING OUT FOR EXACTLY 3MONS. Current Mood: loved
|Friday, March 25th, 2005|
I CANT BELIEVE THAT I WENT WITH BRYAN 2 DAYS IN A ROW TO "OUR SPOT". IM GOING TO BE IN SO MUCH TROUBLE WHEN I GET BACK TO SCHOOL BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. I THINK I MADE BRYAN MAD BUT I HAVE A FEELING THAT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN BECAUSE I WILL NEVER PUT HIM IN THAT SITUATION. Current Mood: happy
|Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005|
i totally fucked up....
and im sorry Current Mood: stressed
|Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005|
IM SO AFRAID OF LOSING BRYAN! I DONT KNOW WHY BUT IT SCARES THE CRAP OUT OF ME!I LOVE HIM SO MUCH Current Mood: worried
|Sunday, March 13th, 2005|
You are Form 9, Vampire
: The Undying."And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: crappy
I FEEL REALLY BAD FOR WHATS BEEN GOING ON AND I GUESS I KINDA SHOULD BECAUSE I DIDNT HAVE TO DO ANY OF THAT CRAP THAT I DID. (AND TO BRYAN IF YOU ARE READING THIS I AM SO, SO SORRY FOR EVER DOING THAT TO YOU AND I HOPE YOU CAN MOVE PAST HOW I TREATED YOU AND AT LEAST TALK TO ME WHEN I GET HOME. THE REASON I BROKE UP WITH YOU [THE REAL REASON] WAS...THAT...I GUESS...I FELT THAT YOU WERE A LITTLE IMMATURE FOR ME AND IM SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO REALIZE THAT AND IF YOU NEVER WANT TO TALK TO ME AGAIN I UNDERSTAND...BUT...I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I DO CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. I KNOW THAT YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME SOMEONE THAT WILL NOT DO WHAT I DID TO YOU AND...WELL...I GUESS THATS IT IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK REMEMBER THAT IM HERE.) Current Mood: IM SO SORRY
|Sunday, February 27th, 2005|
Today sucked ass! I didn’t talk to Bryan all day so I’ve been really pissy. I hate not being able to talk to him. When I’m not with him my day sucks and all I do is sit and think about him. Ugh! He’s all I ever think about now, when I was at valons party I was talking about him just out of random! Current Mood: blah
|Saturday, February 26th, 2005|
im not going to my grandmas house! that means im going to valons party and get to see bryan!!!!! Current Mood: happy
|Friday, February 25th, 2005|
THIS SUCKS I HAVE TO GO TO MY GRANDMAS HOUSE AND CANT GO TO VALONS PARTY! THAT MEANS I CANT SEE BRYAN AND WHEN IM NOT WITH HIM IM ALWAYS SAD. I WISH I COULD ALWAYS BE WITH HIM.USUALLY I LIKE GOING BECAUSE THATS THE ONLY PLACE THAT MY PARENTS ARE NICE TO ME BUT I DONT WANT TO GO!! UGH! I JUST WANT TO GO TO THE PARTY AND SEE BRYAN! IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK! ONE STUPID NIGHT THATS IT...ONE! Current Mood: pissed off
|Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005|
| Current Mood: still pissed
SO THIS AFTER NOON WAS EXTREMELY CRAPPY!I MISSED THE BUS THEN GOT KICKED OFF ANOTHER BUS BY SOME BITCHING LADY AND ENDED UP CALLING MY MOM TO PICK VALON AND ME UP. AND IF THATS NOT BAD ENOUGH MY MOM BITCHED AT ME THE THE WHOLE RIDE TO DROP OFF VALON. SHE SAT THERE AND CALLED ME "A STUPID LIRE" AND THAT IM A FAILURE. SO ABOUT NOW IM SO FUCKING PISSED! ON TOP OF THAT IM GROUNDED FOR TWO WEEKS AND NOW HAVE TO DO FUCKING EVERYTHING AROUND THE HOUSE. MY DAD TRIED TO GET MY GRANDMA MAD AT ME TOO BUT IT ENDED UP WITH ME TELLING HER HOW MUCH OF AN ASS HES BEING AND GETTING HIM IN TROUBLE.PLUS IM PROBABLY NOT GOING TO GET TO TALK TO THE ONE PERSON WHO WILL CALM ME DOWN TONIGHT SO I CAN TELL THAT TOMORROW WILL SUCK ALL READY. Current Mood: pissed off
|Sunday, February 20th, 2005|
SO TODAY I WENT TO THE RODEO AND THEN A REBA CONCERT IT WAS OK BUT MY BROTHER SAT NEXT TO ME BITCHING THE WHOLE TIME.SO TO MY RIGHT WAS MY BITCHING BROTHER AND TO MY LEFT WAS SOME FUCKING DRUNK LADY SO THEY RUINED THE WHOLE DAY! I CAN NOT WAIT TILL I CAN CALL BRYAN LATER! THIS HAS BEEN THE FIRST WEEKEND HE HASNT CAME OVER. Current Mood: blah
|Monday, February 14th, 2005|
UGH! I know I should be really happy but I’m really upset and don’t know why. You see I’ve been worried about someone here lately ; I haven’t been sleeping much and I’ve been crying for no real reason. My parents are being assholes and I cant stand my brother anymore. Sometimes I just want to escape! All want is piece and quiet for a day (like that will ever happen!). I m tiered of everyone screaming at me. God…if I didnt have bryan I wounder where I would be?
By the way Happy V-Day. Current Mood: depressed